Um ya, I finally wanted to get that pic there scanned, so I took it off the wall and got it to work to do the photoshopping. So there you have it, the Rio Ripcord comic cover.. finally shared with the world. I dont know if it will ever become a comic, but its more a monument to the freindships I have in my life, and this mixed up feeling I have of living in small towns and how thats changed me. Who knows.

But life is good. Needed to post a new journal anyway *sweep sweep*

Its snowing like crazy here in Bend Oregon, we've gotten inches today alone, and the icicles are so big. A friend of my roommates is in and we're all gonna go secret covertly hike the butte at night, in the blazing snow we've got, and hopefully not freeze. She brought over her new cute husky, and I love the dog :3 so cute. I've had such a huge art block recently, but I finally plugged away an finished Dervish Skies, so its done, and now maybe I can move on. I need to do finish the shirt design Im working on with *whaletrainer2002 Im soreee its taken so long

I need to stay away from ebay. There are such cool things one there >_> Like full sets of Babylon 5, which my roomie has just got me hooked on... grgrgrrrr

How is everyone enjoying their winter? I was supposed to be taking college classes up at the COCC on the rock, but missed registrations by a day, and so Im fully applied but not in anything. It feels weird. I left one of my two jobs just to get into classes and I have this guilt now about not having returned, but ya. I still have my graphics job at the church, and I think its turning into more hours so thats good, but I havent gone back to the restaurant. I feel weird about that. I think its ok though

I really have been feeling alot more human these days. The rest has been good

I think though I need something to challenge me in a new way.. I was hoping college classes would be that for me, and I guess I'll wait and see in april if they will be. I just go through the day sometimes feeling like Im using half my brain.. you know, like when youre in a room and theres just not enough oxygen? That kinda feeling. And teh weird thing is, I can't remember what challenged me in the past. I need to find it again. I want to be as motivated as before, and loving life as fully as before. I wish I knew where to turn.

Maybe rest without being occupied with something greater is just as bad as being so preoccupied with [3 at one point even, and school] jobs that I dont have time to be working towards something bigger. I hope theres a balance somewhere.

Weird, a journal with some substance. Hope I wasnt ranting.. Love you alls, someone comment? I miss talkin with people